I had shared my blog once before and I think from just having my friend Meg and Toni comment I never really knew if anyone was out there reading my posts. I guess it is better to know that no one is so that way they couldn't see in writing my failings. But I think with living away from close family you need that support, you need to know that hey Wen I relate to that or pull your head in that is a dumb thing to say.
So on my facebook page I have sent a PM to people on my friends list that I value their support and friendship of. Now I better clear up it is not to say that some people are more valuable then others etc... I guess it comes down to who I feel the most comfortable with at this stage in my life to share my journey with. Especially the early stages where numbers are big and I am embarrassed to my core!!! I know that I am me with these friends and they have no judgement. I am sure that as the numbers go down I am going to shout it to the world how successful I am doing but having tried and failed on my god numerous attempts I want to keep this new beginning low key.. I know they will keep me accountable.. I know they will support me.... and "the chosen ones" if you are reading this now... I love you so give me the loving back ha ha ha :-)
I am actually quite nervous and apprehensive putting this out there as I hate the number on the scale.. But I have printed out something I stole from my friend Petina's FB page. So I keep telling myself and reading this to reassure that there is more to me than this damn number!!!
'Don’t let the fear of the time it will take to accomplish something stand in the way of your doing it. The time will pass anyway; we might just as well put that passing time to the best possible use.'
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