Monday, April 30, 2012

I'm on my way!!!


So I "officially" weighed in this morning and yes it is 105.6kgs!!!!
I was dreading that my sneak peak was going to not show up today and it'd be more. Of course I am happy with the same!!!!

So all up I have lost 11kgs!! I am so proud,  excited.... hmmm what is the  word/s I am looking for?!? ...I am so over the F&^%ing moon with that!!! lol  Seriously I have felt so blah in my efforts the last couple of weeks. I love my exercise and that has not changed. Food is the crippling factor here. I was allowing too many carbs and sugars to slip into my diet without really giving it a conscious thought. Things I thought were not "too bad" really are bad. Well at the wrong time of the day they are. For example.; I was eating Mountain Bread Pizzas for dinner. They have 53.1gm carbs per 100gm and Rye Ryvitas have 66.6gms per 100gms! This is huge!!! Especially when having them in the arvo. They were probably my biggest downfall. I also would have greek natural yoghurt with a green apple in the arvo as a snack. The apple has sugars and although they are good sugars as such they should still be eaten in the morning. The yoghurt has 8.6gm sugar per 100gms.

It is all a bit in depth and trying to work it all out. But I will say that when I found Ashy Bines on FB the whole clean eating, protein low carb eating just clicked. As I've said before I've done calorie counting, points counting, soup diets, Tony Ferguson. EVERYTHING pretty much. But this just seemed right. We should all be eating this way. We should all be eating cleaner. No point trying to manipulate our diets so that we can have the naughty foods. They do nothing for us! Anyway that is my preach lol

 http://cleaneatingdietplan.com/ is where I have been drawing a lot of my information from. Ashy provides guidelines of course and then you just work with them. If you are thinking about losing weight I urge you to join, or search for other clean eating sites. James Duigan book is amazing! Very similar. Basically the rules are if it doesn't swim, walk or fly or come from the land then don't eat it. Everything else is processed! So that is what I am trying to do. Trying to eat as clean as I can. I can make some more changes and eat organic produce but right now on our limited budget I try to do what I can.

But I am just so bloody stoked with 105.6!!!!!

Oh and to make the day even more perfect. I tried on a pair of denim shorts that I dug out a while ago and holy shit they fit!!! I mentioned them last month I think. 3/4 length and they fit nicely!!!! So I would say I am now comfortable in 18s though getting to be too big a size and just skimming on 16!!! Woot!!! YAY me!!!!!

ok here goes!

I am posting my pics. I feel nervous about it but I want to. It is very visual for me to see how far I have come and to acknowledge that I have done really well in losing 11kgs.. hell it might inspire someone to change their diet and eat cleaner and achieve their goals?? Plus I figure posting my pics is no different to thinking I can wear a bikini down the beach in Summer like some women have the confidence to do lol I wanted to post them on the Ashy Bines Forum as the girls there are the best and so supportive but it will go on my newsfeed and I am sorry I don't want randoms seeing my pics just yet. It is a nasty nasty world out there lol. So I'll post here where it is all warm and fuzzy and I know not a lot of people read it... Well I don't think so anyway :-)

Please be kind and any negative comments... well keep them to yourselves lol


I have posted measurements too on the second pics!




I don't feel like there is much difference when I look at the pics but I know when I look at myself in person I can see changes and of course not to mention in clothes. Plus it is over 20cm over my body.


9/2


29/4




I also thought I'd add some face ones.


this was on holidays in January 2012. Swore these would be my last unflattering family shots!!!!!!












These are the pants I am wearing in the holiday pic!!!!


head shot in my dress I've not worn in a long time!

My precious monkey and I.  I love how my face is slimming down!!!!! This shirt is my all time favourite one and it is so baggy on me now!!!  Love it!

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Sneak peak

I have had a sneak peek on the scales and was 105.6!!!! Now tomo is weigh day and I am sure it will tell a different story just because I bloody peeked but that is ok. I know it was 105 once and it has soooooo given me motivation.

Andrew heads bush tomo until Friday so I am going to be as boring as bat shit with my food.. Well let's say really tight with my eating so get me on track.

I will write some vows tomo for the coming week.

Thank you Toni for the awesome chat the other day about food. Fark it is hard to give up shit... It really is.

I brought a book too James Duigan " Clean and Lean"  seriously it is such a good read. Only read a few pages but it is so much along the lines of Ashy's Clean Eating guidelines. What I have been trying to follow. Not as strict I guess but I will see more when I read further,

Anyway until tomo... nighty night.. A man awaits me in bed lol.... if only all Toni's traits would rub off me lol... those who know her will know what I mean lol... feel free to comment Toni for those who don't to know what I mean ha ha ha

Friday, April 27, 2012

who am I kidding!

Well I wrote the title last night but was so tired that I jumped in bed only that I didn't jump into bed I watched the saved shows of Greys Anatomy and Private Practice!!!  Oh and the Voice. So 130am I am finally in bed. That is just terrible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway I had a binge on crap last night and was feeling sorry for myself. I was like "oh this is never going to happen", "maybe I have the fat gene and when I get to 107 it just says stop" I never seem to be able to budge from there. Oh the crap that was in my mind yesterday was E P I C! I went to bed resolved that it just is never going to happen for me. I am going to be fit due to my exercise but I am never going to be healthy due to my eating.

Ok so fast forward to today and VOILA
I woke up and thought don't throw in the towel.... A G A I N!!!! Leave all the negative thoughts and bad eating in yesterday. Take charge of your today!

So the morning started out with 1/2 cup oats, cup water and a scoop of protein powder. Banana cut up on top

When I took Eleanor to Preschool I thought I might go for a walk outside rather than do an inside session. I think that is what I have missed. Pushing my limits outside.

Started out so good and was going to be just a basic walk!!! um well 11.5km later and I am home!!!! EPIC journey!!!!!!


I burnt 868 calories which was not huge compared to the over 1000 I used to get walking to Eleanor's school and this was slightly longer but I'd say it was due to my HRM dropping out a fair bit due to ill fitting sports bra lifting up the transmitter. Or I'd like to think it is because I am getting fitter!!!! Oh wait it could be the weight on my monitor. I better check that. Though that theory would not work as if I am lower in weight then I'd burn less anyway. Hmm I'll check it anyway.

I felt so good! It was the best feeling and to run a fair bit on it was fabulous! I felt great jogging. Knees have some niggling pains but energy wise and strength in my legs is increasing.

So after doing that epic journey I feel back on track and no way am I doing that again! I am focused more now and will get to my goal weight in no time.

I have committed though to doing more outdoors stuff again as I like setting myself challenges doing that and I haven't been doing it. I've been doing the gym and home sessions but not much outdoors. I've done a few but not like I was. I love it and will commit to more outdoor work!

When I was having my meltdown last night I didn't even stop to think that I started out at 116.6!!!! I now weigh 107! I am obviously doing something right!! I hit the wall, made it seem harder then it is when really I am doing a great job... no a fantastic job. That is 9.6kg gone forever!!!!!



Tracy posted this to my wall and  I love it. It is so true. I am proud of my success in weight loss and know that I can so do this. I know I will do this! Positive out there. It is changing years of bad habits and how do I expect them to change in a short period of time when they have been built over years. But with dedication hard work and perseverance I will get there! Our lives will change so much with the shift in our lifestyle and that is what I need to use to keep me going. It is not just the benefits to myself in confidence, my external appearance, my health but it is the health of us all.

So I am back and here to stay!!!!!

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Struggling!

I have not had this struggle in such a long time. I have let my guard down and really have let loose on my eating and my body is suffering big time!

It all started last Friday though I guess over the week it has suffered. I am really struggling with ensuring I am eating enough snacks through the day and also that I am guzzling enough water. Now add this to trying to get to bed at a reasonable time and well that is a terrible concoction.

Then Ben and Skye arrive and I really let my guard down. How easy is it to slip into old habits and not focus on your food. Yes I don't want it to consume my being but I also don't want to be fueling my body with complex carbs and crap. So for dinner we had a bbq which was great. Had a nice piece of steak with salad.... and a bread roll. The breakfast Saturday was back to my healthy 2 poached eggs on a slice of rye. Lunch Salad and ham sangers on white bread :-( Shared and ice cream from Smelly Cheese Shop with Lucille and then dinner was tomato pasta at around 730. I don't know why I did pasta!!!!!!! We had mince out and I was going to do a Mexican Pie but then due to unsettled kids etc went with the easier cooking option. The next day breakfast was good again, the usual. Lunch was fish and chips at Nelson Bay. A piece of oily battered fish! and some not so nice chips.Then a Magnum Ice cream before we hit the road to head home. Dinner was healthy clean Chicken Parmi. Not so much water consumed over this period though a few workouts in the morning.

It was a terrible few days really in relation to my clean eating. Yes healthy option in some regards and only the fish and chips and pasta were the stand outs but the bread!!!! Oh so much bread!

I will not lie and say I hate myself for no being strong and eating for me, rather than ease. But I will also say that it was nice to hang out with Ben and family. I do feel bloated, lethargic and all round like shit. I am on struggle street!!!! oh and it does not help that god is obviously a man and is giving me the worst TTOM I have had in such a long time!!!!!! Migraines today and cramping and blah. Arsehole is one word. yes yes blasphemy and all but it is true right now. No love for the dude right now! lol

I'm not going to waste any more energy though stressing about my wrongs because as of tomorrow I'm to focus on doing it right. I have a meal plan for the next week set and will share it tomorrow or so with you. I will go back to basics and strip my day down with each meal and ensure snack ideas are present. I did my grocery shop tonight so no excuses.  I love my body changes and I am not going back!!!! Never!


Night all... tomorrow is a new day

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Boys in the gym-Warning a whinge post lol

Seriously boys in the gym piss me off! Today it was flat out and nearly every piece of equipment in the weights section was in use. I only got to use the ab roller and the hip abduction machine as every other machine was in use. I was so pissed as the boys were working in pairs and of course standing around talking and not in any hurry. Sure they had nice muscles but seriously boys fucking use it and move on. I was really looking forward to my session and to only be able to do cardio shitted me off big time. I can do cardio at home. Oh and the staring. Seriously take a pic as it lasts longer!

I am feeling moody due to TTOM, got some not so good news about a decision we are making and I always feel great after a work out but today it felt like a chore. With all the staring I was really self conscious. I didn't want to run as I was not wanting anyone checking out these bouncing babies. Sure they are smaller and strapped in well (lol) BUT there is some room for movement of course. I felt like asking them if they had never seen a fat chick working out before?? So needless to say I did not enjoy my workout today. Then to top it off Eleanor was in a mood today. A sooky my friends are not playing with me mood and Lucille was grumpy. We went to Loretta's this arvo to have an arvo tea with Jac for her birthday yesterday and to cheer her up a bit and I wanted adult time and all I felt like I was doing was settling Lucille and telling Eleanor off. ARRRRGGGH.

When Andrew walked in the door tonight I was at my limit. I put Lucille to bed early and strapped on my sneakers and went for a brisk walk/jog. I was not taking Eleanor and was rude to her in telling her no way was she coming. Felt bad about that but I needed time out. Of course she got lots of kisses when I got home but god it felt bloody good to be on my own. Listen to my music and just exercise outdoors!

So now I am off to bed... Ben Skye and Brodie come tomorrow. I am so excited!!!! Can't wait to see them. Will get a gym session in for sure tomorrow. Maybe a home workout. See what happens.

xxx

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Progress

I am so excited that when I look in the mirror lately I am loving my body. Sure I have lots of work to still do but I love the changes. I can see my tummy changing and getting more defined curves on my hips, my legs are thinning out and getting definition and I no longer feel that rub just at the top between my thighs, My arms are thinning out and getting definition though they aren't muscly just toning a bit. They are not so fat. My face looks great and thin again. My engagement and wedding rings are becoming loose. Clothes are really starting to get baggy which is great but then not so great as I have to buy new ones and we have no budget at moment.

But let's have a minute silence for the boobies that are greatly reducing. Seriously it is sad. Though boobs are mostly fat so mine have only gotten so big as I got big. I will be happy to go back to a D size. I will be so sad if I lose them considerably! They are my fave asset along with my smile :-)
See what happens. Always a boob job if I lose them too much lol



It is just nice to start feeling comfortable in my skin again. To have confidence when in public and not feel like I need to hide under a rock. I have shied away from social situations as I didn't feel comfortable in my body or how I felt in clothes and to be in amongst people I didn't know. yes this has happened. Yes I have made excuses in the past. Yes some of you may have been victim to this. Even those closest and dear to me. I am ashamed to say it but it is true.

But I will not let weight hold me back anymore. With every gram of fat going from this body is a gram that is never seeing the light of day again. EVER! I am never going back. I refuse to go back. I can't go back!!! Don't even think about the health side of things. My sanity. I can not handle being that miserable person again. It just won't happen.

I have so much vitality now. Eleanor would normally play a game that you have to race her to the shower, or race her to bed. I felt I could not do it. Even in the short distance but it is awesome as I can and I feel fit to give her that short little jog she loves and do it with happiness of how my body feels not just the happiness of making her happy. We visited Jacque and family the other day and although it was a short walk Eleanor and I jogged it home. It was awesome to have that fitness to play with her and giggle and catch up and chase her with the pram. My lifestyle... our lifestyle is changing and I love it. I will be "one of those mums". You know the active ones that get their kids outdoors playing sports and being active. Not the mum I was becoming where I hated any activity with Eleanor. I say Eleanor as she is the active one. With Lucille on the go so much I am going to need my energy for the
two of them.


I am getting there. I am jogging longer and I love it. I can feel my cardio increasing so much. From when I started out in February to now I notice a huge difference in that alone. It excites me. Ooh and from starting doing standard planks a few weeks ago with Jacque. Well actually last week I think I only lasted 45secs!!! Piss poor. I lasted until 1 min 10 secs  and may have gone longer if Eleanor had not put the bean bag on my back and wanted to climb on. Oh she sabotaged my session today lol. Starting with her waking up so much through the night and me getting little to no sleep, to asking every bloody question under the sun while she watched Puss in Boots with me on the tready. I had to say Eleanor I put Puss in Boots on so you could be silent while I worked out. Didn't make a difference. So I turned up my music and kept going. I have to have my music on when working out. Helps me to just get in the zone. May sound bad but I need it. I didn't yell at her as it isn't that important but I was polite. She knows to zip the lip but she just can't help herself lol

Anyway bed time for me :-)


Monday, April 16, 2012

Some interesting facts..

Ok so with my clean eating etc I have found out some interesting things about food etc and thought I'd share some of that too. This is a sample of the information that Ashy Bines has shared so I make no claim that I researched it or it is my own information.

Here’s The Skinny On Fat

Fat…

This is one of the areas of nutrition that produces the most debate. Our food guide pyramid makes fat into the “Bad Guy” and as a result, most people are scared of it. Until our clients and readers come to us, they are under the common misconception that fat is out to ruin their bodies and their health! This is simply because they do not understand the role of fat in our diet or how it contributes to optimal health and well-being.

So…

We are going to clear things up for you right now. Fat is the only macronutrient (the other macronutrients are protein and carbohydrates), that does not effect your insulin AT ALL. In fact, it actually can assist in regulating blood sugar and insulin, which results in less fat storage for you! Fat also stimulates certain hormones in your body that will help to keep you feeling full as well as decrease your cravings.

Vitamins like A, D, E, and K, are absorbed best in the presence of fat, so once again, fat IS required to absorb the nutrients our bodies need to function optimally. If you add a little bit of good fats such as organic butter (REAL butter, NOT margarine or any other fake butter), or olive oil ( a personal favorite of mine) to your veggies, you will absorb the vitamins they provide much more effectively. Be careful when taking vitamin A, D, E, and K supplements however. These are liposoluble vitamins, and if you take too much of any one of these, you can become toxic in the body because they can be stored in the body unlike water soluble vitamins.

Let’s talk about some other fun facts about fat.

- Fat is an essential part of our cell membranes and it helps in the detoxification process.
- Good fat sources contain a number antioxidants
- If you eat a diet that is at least 30% made of good fats, you will have healthy sex hormone levels
- When you increase your fat intake, there is an increase in testosterone as a result, which always means
LESS body fat for the consumer!
- Not enough fat in the diet will basically decrease a man’s ability to perform sexually and it also lowers a
woman’s sex drive and vitality. (No Fun!!)

If you want to know if your diet contains 30% of good fat, it’s important for you to know your total caloric intake each day and how many calories you are consuming from fat on each day. Calorie King is a great resource for stuff like this. It is an online calculator that helps you with all your calorie calculations. It’s very cool J

We NEED Omega 3 fats for our brains to function optimally. DHA is a good source of this for our brains. EPA is another Omega 3 that helps with inflammation, which again, we NEED. Inflammation is known as “The Silent Killer.” It is one of the leading causes of disease and death in the world today because we rarely know when we are under it‘s attack until it‘s too late. EPA also helps lubricate the joints and reduces inflammation in injuries for faster recovery an minimizing pain. The amount each o us need is bio-individual, but typically around 4000mg of high quality Omega 3 (combined DHA and EPA) from fish oil per day is an effective amount. These types of Omega 3’s also increase the basal metabolic rate, helping you to burn more calories overall throughout the day. As you provide your body with proper amounts of high quality Omega 3 fats, it become efficient in using fat for fuel, and as a result, you grow stronger and leaner because you increase muscle and decrease body fat at a faster rate.

So these are just a few of the amaaazing benefits of good fat consumption. Honestly, we could go on all day talking about the many more good things fat has to offer your health and fat loss. However, for purposes of this article I am going to summarize.

Now, there are definitely some not so good things about eating fat. First of all, make sure you know the difference between good fat and bad fat. Trans fat is an example of bad fat. It is the WORST fat, and illegal in more and more countries and cities now, due to it’s disease causing properties. Trans fat is also known as hydrogenated fat. If it’s on your food label…throw it away right now! Hydrogenated means that they have added hydrogen atoms to the natural fat, which changes it from it’s purest form. Food companies began doing this because it helped food last longer and taste a bit better. The flip side of that was people began getting sick, obese, and dying.

It has been said that if you eat trans fat, or hydrogenated oils, you will gain a 1/3 inch on your waist line PER YEAR! This is shocking isn’t it? Especially because trans fat is everywhere! It’s hidden in cakes, snacks, cookies, margarine, and almost every fried food. Yep…the French fries and packaged snacks have to go BU-BYE.



The typical Western diet promotes lots of Omega 6 fats vs. Omega 3 fats. Omega 6 fats are not bad necessarily, unless you are consuming much more of these than Omega 3’s. When Omega 6’s totally outbalance Omega 3’s, it creates metabolic disaster in our bodies. A health ratio of Omega 6:Omega 3 should be in the range of 4-2:1, whereas some experts report that the predominant Western diet has a ratio of 40:1.

The main source of Omega 6 in our diets usually comes from vegetable derived oils like canola. Rather than using vegetable oil, change it up and use organic REAL butter, macadamia oil, and use Omega 3 supplements to support a healthy metabolism and body. This will also go a long way in correcting the out of balance ratio between Omega 6 and Omega 3 in your diet.

A good place to get your fat sources are from smaller fish. Larger fish such as swordfish, tuna, and shark, all tend to contain higher levels of mercury than the smaller varieties.

Some other great sources of Omega 3’s are ground flax seeds, a mixture of different kinds of nuts (except peanuts which are actually a legume), avocado oil, olive oil, macadamia oil, coconut meat and avocados.

Most NATURAL occurring fats are good sources to add into you daily food intake. As you can see now, fat is not the “Bad Guy” the food guide pyramid makes it out to be. It just really comes down to what types of fat you are eating. Fat has far too much for you to benefit from for you to not take me seriously and begin adding it into your lifestyle plan.

So…

Have you begun to heal your relationship with fat? As you choose to nourish and nurture your body with high quality, natural sources of fat, your body will repay you ten fold. You will feel better, think more clearly, have more energy, reduce your body fat, increase your strength and lean muscle tissue, and avoid health risks such as cancer, heart disease, and hormonal imbalances.


why sugar makes you fat

 
Next time you hold a package of something in your hand, I want you to make a conscious effort to look at the nutrition label. Yes, that’s right, actually LOOK at how many grams of sugar are in what you are about to eat.

The first step to changing something is becoming aware of the consequences of your actions.

Divide the number of grams of sugar by 4, and you will know how many teaspoons of straight up SUGAR you’re consuming by having that little snack in a pack. Scary isn’t it? Would you actually take 4 teaspoons of sugar by themselves and eat them?

I get this question all the time. “How does sugar make me fat if there is no fat in it?” First of all, let’s be clear, processed sugar DOES make you fat and fat-free foods are loaded with sugar. Therefore fat-free foods are fattening. The joke is on us, or at least those of us who are uneducated about this.

First of all, you should know that sugar isn’t inherently evil. Our bodies use sugar for survival, and they burn sugar to provide us with the energy that is necessary for life. Many whole, natural, and healthy foods are actually broken down to sugar in the body- through the conversion of long and complex sugars called polysaccharides into simple sugars called monosaccharide’s, such as glucose. In addition to the breakdown products of fat and protein, glucose is a great energy source for your body. This means that your body needs fat, protein, and glucose to function optimally.

However, sugar can and WILL sabotage your body if you misunderstand it.

One problem that is fairly common, is that people tend to eat more fuel than the body actually needs.

This is VERY easy to do when you eat processed, packaged foods that contain high amounts of sugar content and artificial ingredients. These packaged and artificial flavored foods are a huge issue and one of the major causes of obesity. The massive amount of hidden calories coupled with the lack of knowledge the people have, are a recipe for overweight, sick, and unhealthy lives. This is mostly because by the time you eat enough of these low quality foods to feel full, you’ve already consumed way more sugars and calories than your body can possibly use, not to mention having also put ingredients into your body that it has no idea what to do with.

Anytime you fill your body with more fuel, or sugar than it actually needs, your liver’s sugar storage capacity is exceeded. When the liver is maximally full, the excess sugar is converted by the liver into fatty acids (that’s right - FAT!) and returned to the bloodstream, where it’s taken throughout your body and stored as FAT, wherever you tend to store it, such as the stomach, thighs, hips, butt, and breasts.

Unfortunately, once you store enough fat in those regions, and you cannot store anymore there, the fat will begin to spill over into your organs, such as your heart, liver, and kidneys. This makes for a weak and sick body, and an ineffective metabolism, and a really unhappy mood. I am not kidding! This will literally reduce your organs ability, raise your blood pressure, decrease your metabolism, and weaken your immune system.


NOT IDEAL! Don’t you agree?

Whilst you must be educated about all of the above, you should also be aware of another major reason for how sugar makes you fat.

EXCESS INSULIN.

Insulin is a major hormone in the body, and is released in high levels anytime you take in certain types of foods. These "certain types of foods" can also be referred to as SIMPLE SUGARS. Some examples of simple sugars are things such as fruit juices (unless they are freshly squeezed or juiced straight from the fruit/vegetable), white bread (most wheat breads are just darker versions of white bread because they may have a tiny bit more fiber in them), white rice (because the brown shell has been removed which is why brown rice has more fiber and vitamins and nutrients, whereas white rice is just the white carbohydrate inside the brown shell), white potato, bagels, croissants, pretzels, graham crackers, vanilla wafers, waffles, corn chips, cornflakes, cake, jelly beans, sugary drinks, Gatorade, beer, and anything that has high fructose corn syrup on the label.

Two actions occur when the insulin levels are spiked. First, the body will immediately shut down it's fat burning process, so it can use the newly ingested sugar for energy. It cannot burn fat AND use the sugar at the same time. Then, the insulin will attempt to balance out your blood sugar by carrying all the sugar into your muscles. However, since most of us already have pretty full muscles, meaning there is not much extra room for new glucose to be stored, there will be an excess of glucose with no place to go. Anytime there is excess glucose, or sugar, the body will have no other option but to store it as FAT. Whatever you cannot use, will become FAT. Since we are all already carrying around unused energy, the last thing we need is an excess of more, unless of course you enjoy watching your waistline grow thicker??

But that's not all.

Once the insulin does it's job, and gets the blood sugar to lower by taking the sugar to the muscles or storing it as fat in the liver, then the feedback mechanism that tells the body to stop producing insulin becomes delayed. This means blood sugar levels continue to fall lower, which ends up taking the blood sugar in the opposite direction than the sugar was taking it, and it drops below normal measurements. So the body experiences a spike in blood sugar after we eat the sugar-filled foods, then the insulin gets released in high amounts in an attempt to lower the blood sugar. Therefore the insulin takes the sugar to the muscles and then takes the left overs to the fat stores in the liver. As a result the blood sugar goes from too high, to too low which then causes two things:

1) You will immediately become hungry again, because that is the natural response to low blood sugar. So this will most likely cause you to eat more.

2) It will cause the production of a stress hormone called Cortisol.

Cortisol triggers the release of stored sugar from the liver to bring blood sugar levels back up, which, combined with the meal you eat from your appetite increase (the result we just mentioned in #1, from the blood sugar dropping too low and the hunger following so you eat to get it back up again.), begins the entire "fat storage, metabolic decrease" process over again. So you enter a vicious cycle of eating, blood sugar spikes, insulin gets released, sugar gets shuttled to muscles and stored as fat in the liver, blood sugar drops too low, you eat again because your hunger comes in an attempt to balance out the blood sugar, cortisol is released, blood sugar spikes too high again, and insulin gets released, and so on. It's a disastrous cycle.


This process of destabilizing blood sugar levels and sending your body on a roller
coaster ride can occur throughout an entire day, week, or month. The excessive
cortisol that accumulates in the body eventually distresses your hormonal system
and results in other problems, including a further decrease in metabolism, obesity,
depression, allergies, immune weakness, chronic fatigue syndrome and other
serious side effects.


So what kind of carbohydrates can you eat to avoid de-stabilizing blood sugar
levels, constantly sabotaging your weight loss, and spending hundreds of thousands
of dollars in health care as you get older?

Here is a list of carbohydrates do not trigger such a strong insulin response and instead provide long-term, stabilized energy:

Apples, oranges, pears, plums, grapes, bananas (not overly ripened), grapefruit, oatmeal, brown rice, whole wheat spaghetti and egg fettuccine, whole- wheat pasta, bran cereal, barley, bulgur, basmati, Kashi and other whole grains, beans, peas (especially chick and black-eyed), lentils, whole corn, sweet potatoes, yams, milk, yogurt (preferably low-fat or fat-free) and soy.


Again, stay away from processed and packaged foods as much as possible, because they are highly likely to include artificial sweeteners (which basically have a similar effect as sugar), as well as simple and refined sugars. Keep your eye out for ingredients that include sucrose, maltose, dextrose, fructose, galactose, glucose, arabinose, ribose, xylose,
deoxyribose, lactose, and other fake names for sugars. Even "healthy" juice and
many health food products will need to be avoided if they contain high levels of
sugar.

Remember, the goal of eating healthy is to feel great, to have an even amount of energy throughout your day, to give you the life force you need to be the best you can be, to live a happy and joyful life, and to bring vitality into your life experience. Eating foods that are in their most natural state, will be the most supportive of long-term health and happiness.

So, what healthy thoughts, actions, and experiences will you choose to have today? Your optimal well-being is in your hands. Here's to your happiest body and most healthy life!

oooh stress relief is almost here

Andrew and I ahve made our decision and it is nw to see in next day or so if it can be put into place or whether alternate option B is to be put in place. I will reveal more I asure you soon.

I will explain all sorts of stuff once we know and it is decided once and for all.

Oh I can't tell you how excited I am that I can stop stressing and feel on top of things again. I am sure that my subconscious will love me for it. Maybe that is where all my sleep issue are coming from. I blame Eleanor and yes she has had a few rough nights but I think this is what is holding me back. Stress produces cortisol, which inhibits weightloss and holds on to fat etc, so I need to cut back the stress or any attempts at weightloss are going to be pointless :-(

Anyway explain it all soon :-)

Hovering between good and evil lol

ok so at the moment I feel like I am stuck between being a good girl and being naughty!

This is in reference to eating and everything really.

I weighed myself this week and I am 108.2. Last weigh in I was 107.8. so I put on 400gm which I didn't think I had. I didn't realise that I had hit 107 already!!!! So I will update my page that I am tracking my weigh ins better. Anyway so with that in mind I am thinking ok so here I go again!!!!! Yo Yo!!!! I am not happy.

I am loving my exercise and to be honest it has been so easy to do something. To get the body moving. I feel food is a let down. I have noticed myself the last week eating one of Eleanor's little sandwich squares or Lucille's. Snacking on grapes randomly through the day. Taking a few of Eleanor's chips as I hand her her dinner plate. A few too many hot chocs. Just little things that don't seem like a lot but when you are trying to be clean in your eating these things add up.

I am not drinking anywhere near enough water and I feel this is not helping my efforts either. Especially with the exercise that I do. I am thinking of combating this by buying the 4pack of 1 litre Mount Franklin bottles and then setting myself a goal to drink these 4 daily. That will be a visual tool for me. If I workout then I will take my sports bottle with me so that water I drink will be i addition to my 3-4litres. I have to do something. I know it is making me feel blah not drinking enough and I wake up dehydrated.

I need to be more diligent again and really be watchful every moment I am around food of what my actions are. I know that may sound a bit obsessive but I have 30+kgs still to lose. I have to do something. I am not going to obsess about it but just try to be more mindful. I think I have only been having hot chocs lately as I am bored or just that I am excessively tired.

I am ok I am not going backwards my determination is stronger then ever.. I just have to follow this through with more affirmative actions. All good my peeps.

Oh Carolyn in response to your comment on my last post about following my blog. There is a subscribe via email on my page you just need to scroll down. That way my posts will come to you via email so you don't have to keep remembering to check. I think that is what you meant :-)

Ooh how awesome is this song at the moment!?!?!!!!! I jogged yesterday on the treadmill to this for the entire length at 7.5kmhr. Was pumped!!!!!I am finding that I can jog longer on the treadmill now. So am trying to up the speed a bit. Went to visit Jacque this arvo as she is just around the corner and Eleanor and I walked whilst pushing Lucille. On the way home we jogged pretty much the whole way. Eleanor was pushing me to keep going and not stop. Mummy I am so proud of you she kept saying lol. Stopped once or twice but only cause she was over the road too much or wanted her water. I really could have kept going! So excited to feel so much fitter.

Hope the song works.. Enjoy! Maddest beats. yes yes I can hear Andrew now "same shit lol"

Rhianna "Where have you Been?" 

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Food Intake

I am going to post a typical days worth of food as I am not sure I have done it in the past but it will give you an idea as to what I eat  "clean eating". My friend Carolyn had asked me on FB if I am ever starving and what do I do if I am or has my appetite changed.

I don't think it has changed at all but I do ensure I eat every 3 hours to keep my metabolism fuelled and if I go past this it is when I am starving. I try not to do that though!

When I wake I have a glass of water with lemon in it.

breakfast: 2 poached eggs, Slice of Bergen Rye bread toasted, maybe 2slices of short cut bacon (not especially clean as bacon is processed however I do buy the Free Range bacon and limit myself to having it with Andrew only on the weekends), baby spinach and rocket leaves, mushrooms, avocado OR 2 scoops of Protowhey, cup organic almond milk, 1/2 banana and handful of berries blended to make a delicious fruit smoothie! I may add 1/3-1/2 cup of oats but depends how I feel and usually i think on hunger factor. Breakfast should always be the biggest meal. I try to have my daily carbs here.

Snack: green apple or banana. I sometimes add 1/2 cup of natural Greek yogurt to the apple cut up. Very yummy. I love the tartness of Natural yogurt. I no longer have any of the other yogurts as they are full of artificial sweeteners. Jalna Greek is not. I also may have 2 Ryvitas, the Rye ones with a smothering of Natural Organic Peanut Butter and the banana mashed on top! Oh my goodness. Try it. Delicious

Lunch: 100g chicken breast diced coated with Moroccan spice baked in the oven, red onion, green lettuce leaves including baby spinach and rocket, capsicum, roasted sweet potato, fresh beetroot, tablespoon of Ricotta. Sometimes I will use a Mountain Bread Light Rye Wrap but mostly eat it without the wrap.

Snack: 10 almonds or a nut mix of Almonds, raw peanuts, Brazil nuts and Pepita. I also make some protein muffins so may have one of these instead

Dinner: Can be clean nachos, chicken/steak and veg, clean lasagna, Mexican pie

I try to limit my corn, peas, carrot and pumpkin to lunch and have no potato at all. I only have bread in the morning with breakfast and if I want a sandwich for lunch it will usually be on a Mountain Bread Wrap instead or on 4 Ryvitas. I limit my milk and other dairy. I have only one cup of coffee a day but have milk and 2 sugars in this. I have tried the Natural Sweeteners and hate it so use them in my baking only. Due to not wanting to have black coffee or tea I try to not have them. I also limit my fruit as it is high in sugars and have them in the AM. Tomato is also high in sugar so limit this to lunch but of course do have it in moderation.

After a work out I will use a protein shake, especially a weights work out. I do take Dfine8 which is a pre workout supplement to give you energy but try to limit this but some days I am afraid I need it to get the workout done! It is just like having a massive caffeine hit. I also take Fish Oil tablets.

I try to drink minimum 3 litres water a day and I do admit freely that I am struggling daily.

I need to focus on water, ensuring my meals are clean and no mindless eating of the girl's foods which has crept in over this weekend!!! I also need to focus on sleep and getting to bed early!!!

I feel my focus has strayed a little this week due to having to think about and sort the issue at hand but we are almost there so can get back on track totally and not be distracted mentally!

ooh I don't count calories at all and just try to ensure that I am having at least in my meat protein 100gms and lots of greens! eg broccoli, zucchini, Brussels sprouts, beans. I have sweet potato. I also would like to try cauliflower rice. (raw cauliflower  blended in a food processor and then steamed)

When I am eating regularly and ensuring my meals are filling then I never go hungry. Also sometimes we are thirsty and mistake this for water. If I am not near my 3 hours I drink some water and wait usually and I'd say 99% of the time my hunger feeling goes.

Hope this helps Carolyn :-) I must say just keeping in mind that if it is from the ground, sea or walks then it is better for me. If it has been modified in any way or processed then I aim to steer clear. Sure it is hard as we are so used to eating the foods we do however our ancestors ate a cleaner organic way of life and that is what we need to get back to!

Friday, April 13, 2012

S T R E S S E D!

I think the reason I am feeling so blah is that I need to make a decision and it is stressing me out and running me down.

Once I make the decision then I am sure I will pick up again but until then it just keeps playing on my mind! At this stage I can't share the decision to be made as I am sure it will just complicate things lol

My friend Loretta suggested I write down the pros and cons of each decision and then make it from there. So that is what I will do and then shall see what happens.

Will get on couch now and rest as  have no energy for a workout! Will go to gym when Andrew gets home.

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Slipping

I feel myself going backwards! I don't know if it is because we have a major decision to make and I am getting really stressed or I am not watching what I am eating.

I am not eating crap as such but maybe letting a few things slip into my diet like butter, normal cheese, not enough food.

I am heading to the shops today as we need winter clothes and I am going to pack everything so that I don't have to buy or worry that I don't have something to eat when I need it. I think that is my biggest issue. Maybe it is just coming into TTOM (that time of month) and I am feeling a bit blah because of it. Who knows. Or maybe I need some bloody sleep!!!!

I will refocus this week and see what Monday brings. I don't want to hover here at this weight. I want to get down further. Maybe the fat gene does exist and maybe I have it and my body is meant to be at 107!!! Seems I get here and then I stop.... NAH that is a crock. It just means I take my eye off the game cause I get comfortable again. I have my eye on the prize... Double digits is my first major goal and I am so close!!!! Pull my head in, eat cleaner, train harder and I will be right.

Ooh I worked out a little differently yesterday with Jacque at the gym. LOVED IT! I love my cardio but focused on legs yesterday! Awesome! The program Loretta has given me needs to be changed and with a few decisions pending I have not changed it yet. So when helping Jacque out yesterday with a few of her machines, I jumped on also. So leg press, calf machine and then did a some planks (SHIT I NEED TO WORK ON MY CORE!) Was really great and refreshing to do other things.

The circuit I do which includes the Michelle Bridges tight toned terrific dvd covers all major muscle groups and is a work out and a half but then with the legs I don't get to use weights as such but more lunges and squats so it was nice for variety.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Wowsers

Heard some sad news today which really has blown me away and makes you realise how precious life is and not to take it for granted.

The person I heard the news about is a really lovely friendly warm funny honest lady. We are not close but I would still class her as a treasured friend. Life can really suck balls sometimes that is for sure.

I had a moment where I thought wow you know what... Why am I bothering to be a good guy? To take my life to a new level for myself and my family, to focus so hard on being a better version of me when life can deal you a massive blow!?!?! Doesn't seem to happen to the arseholes of the world! But you know what it doesn't matter if life can throw massive bumps in the road and test you, I am living the life I want to live. I love exercising and eating clean and healthy. Things in life are sent to test us and for my brave friend you have amazing strength and will get through this fighting with an amazing support network.

Really goes to show you how we should really enjoy life and treasure it, taking those we love and holding them close to us and letting them know how much they mean to us.

I know that I am a slack friend, daughter, sister, sister in law, aunty, niece etc and don't call as often as I should but you know that I love you all and although I am the text msg queen that is my way of keeping you in my heart at the most random moments of the day. So if you haven't heard lately well just know that I do treasure you all. We have a mutual weirdness xxxx
You are all my daily dose of sunshine

Monday, April 9, 2012

Easter period--- hit or miss :-)

Ok I am pleased to say that even today Easter Monday I have only eaten 2 solid mini eggs!!! Woot go the willpower!!!

I am trying to be strong with my food and stay on track. I am now down to 107.8kg!!! Very excited and almost 10 kgs away from where I was at my heaviest!!!!!! I am so never ever ever going back!!!!


I am loving my workouts and feel so fit! I know that I am as when I did a sprint this morning up the hill I did not get past 172bpm!!! I recover quicker too. WOOOOT!

Ooh and I put on a dress today that I have not work since before I fell preg with Eleanor and it fits nicely. Wouldn't say it is a perfect fit but it looks nice and I am comfortable to wear it in public! Sooooo Excited!

I am thinking of taking the girls and heading down to Sydney to spend a few days with Hails and James. Andrew will be working and of course but it will be nice to get away. I will be sure to pack my runners as Hails has awesome hills near her and I died last time we went down so it will be nice to see my fitness now on them. I won't have any trouble with food as Hails is doing weight watchers and is great with her eating. Plus I will be walking around the shops etc.

As I weigh in at 107.8 I get excited!! This means that I am closer to double digits! I am soo excited I can't even put it into words. I will get there and beyond! It is not a matter "will I" but "when I" get there I am going to scream like a little teenage girl hanging out with her friends and a cute boy walked past and gives her a wink lol.. ok maybe not that kind of scream but it will surely be a memorable one.

ooh something that has my goat at the moment is an article that was on 60 minutes last night. Has my bloody boiling. I will see if I can post a link to the segment here. http://sixtyminutes.ninemsn.com.au/article.aspx?id=8447228

basically the theory is that we have this so called fat gene that means in our DNA we are predetermined to be fat and no matter how hard we try our bodies or this gene will keep telling us that we are hungry and to eat. Now that is bullshit. Sorry but it is. What a cop out. After the 10 week study of 50 people they were given info on what to eat and not to eat and they all put the weight on and then some. Um ok let's factor will power in etc etc. Did any of these people get lazy and just eat shit cause they were no longer in this study??? I think the Professor in the USA has it dead smack on! These people lost the weight and have successfully kept the weight of because and I quote "this time I was more committed to behaviour change and this time physical activity was a bigger part of my regimen than it was in other approaches.” The comeback from the Australian professor was like it was obsessive to work out daily. WTF!!!!! SO what we all should do is sit on our fat arses and eat what we like cause well shit I have the fat gene!!! No way!! I don't buy that for a second! Whatever happened to doing some form of physical activity for 30 mins a day as that is great for cardio health, for our hearts and lungs and circulation etc. Sure there is some physically fit people out there who do a lot of exercise, run marathons etc. People might say I do a lot. I don't think so but then I also love exercising. I am dedicated to exercising for my health. Sure once I am at my goal I may not exercise 6 days a week but I sure as shit will be keeping active and not getting into old habits though I am sure I still will. That is why people put on weight. Not because the diets don't work and yes there is some shitty ways out there to lose weight and should not even be tried but programs like Weight Watchers, Calorie King, Body Trim and just a cleaner way of eating are the way to go. They teach you about food and what to eat and when and how much. The problem is people want quick fixes. hell I've even wanted them before and tried them too. But I am sure as shit not going to lose any weight if I sit on my arse and do nothing and eat shit. I don't believe the Fat Gene theory for a second and I want to see some "real" proof before I believe it! And I mean Medical proof not just a test of 50 people who returned to old habits. I MAY believe it if they lost all this weight and CONTINUED to eat the same way they had on the trial and nothing changed at all that instead of continuing to lose weight that they put it back on. If you are eating sugary crap then of course you will go back to your former weight and then some.  I just can't believe it when I see for myself in my own situation what eating well does for the body. Food intake is everything. Oh wait ok maybe I don't have the "fat gene" and that is why I am doing so well.

I just think that all it gives us is a reason to not do anything and be fat lazy slobs! I think the biggest thing is we need to want to change. Without that, the yo yo will just continue. I know for me my drive to be successful adn want to lose weight is higher than it has ever been. Being overweight and unhappy is no longer an option. You have to want to do it for yourself and accept that the shit you used to eat has no place in your diet anymore. That is just my opinion anyway.

I am sure once you watch it that you will have some opinion on it. I know Toni and Carolyn share my viewpoint :-)




Just some motivationals that I think are really fitting after this story!

Friday, April 6, 2012

Still have not touched one of these. Actually we don't have an open packet in the house but I doubt that would crumble my resolve.

 Every day I am trying to be a healthier fitter version of my former self. I know my body is thanking me for it.

Always :-)

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Easter

oh boy I just realised how close Easter is. Actually not that I just realised but more that it falls in my April challenge. It is ok though as I will resist. BUT if I am to succumb I will only have ONE solid egg. I really don't feel like I am depriving myself but then in all honesty I am too focussed to allow much in there. I will nto be able to help myself. I will savour one egg I reckon but I am nto dying to eat one. So will just see how I go :-)

Actually I don't even have any so I best be buying those eggs. Going to try and do the powder feet on the floor but I will see. Eleanor is not too crazy about Easter. But then we haven't hyped it up either. We get to see Sel and Sophie this Saturday which will be nice. Easter Friday I am going to try my hand at making salt and pepper calamari :-) I think we are doing a drive in teh coupe Sunday with Andrew's mate who also owns one. And Monday will be nice. I will have a rest day Saturday but that is it :-)

Miss the Easter and other celebrations with my family. Actually the biggest thing I miss is doing Anzac Dawn Service with my dad. I really love going to those with him. So hard here as Andrew is always working them :-( I'd love to do Sydney again. Was hoping this year but it looks like not. One year we'll get there again :-)

My pledge

I found this one day and Toni posted it to my FB page as well. I love it as it certainly rang a bell for me. Today I just didn't think I'd get a work out in. I ate well and clean and made my yummy lasagna but included some mashed potato on it WOW is all I can say.

Anyway before dinner I packed Eleanor into the pram and went walking. I wanted to go to to gym but due to time etc I thought a walk in the fresh air also would be nicer. I wanted to go on my own but Eleanor "assured" me that she would be quiet so I could listen to my music. YEAH RIGHT!!! chat chat chat the whole way :-( Luckily she is funny to talk to and so inquisitive. Of course had to join me on the hill sprints. No amount of begging and pleading was going to get her to sit in the damn pram!!!! It was good fun and burnt 467 calories in 40ish mins I think it was. I will double check. Doesn't matter anyway as I simply wanted to get out of the house.

I really am pleased I got in a workout of some sort as I feel like I am neglecting my body if I don't.
I am determined peeps and I will get there! Double digits or at least 102.9kgs by 30/4!!! In my mind it is 99.9 but when I get there if I don't manage it I will settle for 102.9.. Not happily though ha ha ha. But no pressure.

I made a pledge to my body and I will get there. Little steps I know :-)

Life

With all the things going on in my head, I sit here and think ok what is the best move for us. What in the long run will be of benefit to us. A quick fix solution or something a bit more long term.

I know no one can make the decision for us and it is something we need to work out ourselves. What is right for us and our circumstances. Not what makes everyone else happy.

I have woken today so damn tired even though I was in bed last night early. I think I was just going through things in my head and even while I was sleeping it was there being played out over and over.

I tried to jump on the treadmill and get a session in but I just had no energy. I tried pushing through it and psyching myself up but it was not working. I know that I will feel better once I do it and will regret it if I don't but I will also listen to my body and not push. I really am drained today. Andrew should be getting home early today so I will go when he gets home and do a session at the gym. Away from the kids, no stressing as to whether I have enough time due to creche or trying to get one in on the treadmill while Lucille sleeps.

I am also struggling with a decision I made in regards to an admin role I had taken on a Facebook page. I really like the lady I was helping out and she is a beautiful soul. She has had some issues with people being absolute cows relating to the site, so needed to step back plus she had to spend time with her family. I have not been on the page a bit lately and just felt like I was not doing anything constructive.  I had said it all long that I was a fraud admin as I didn't do much. Anyway I decided after a request from one of the other admins to spend more time on the site that I would remove myself. I just didn't need the added pressure to spend more time on the site. She was being polite I know but with everything I am trying to sort out, having to meet another person's demands got to me. So I removed myself. I have just had to really sort my head out and didn't need the added stress. I feel terrible that I have let her down but in the end my needs have to come first. I am forever putting everyone else first and worrying about how they are going to feel etc and sacrifice myself for that. I said 2012 was my year and it is a year of change. If you are reading this you know who you are and I do still love you! I'm sorry I had to bail on you and do it abruptly but I'd have ummed and ahhed for too long and it was the push I needed. So terribly sorry. I still value your friendship and you are a slice of the sunshine :-)

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

My oath!


Did you know that I have hit 108.8. yes I mentioned it anotehr post.. Though did I mention that most weightloss efforts I have tried in the past I have gotten to 107 and then not gone any further???? It seems that I get to this magic number and I crumble.

Well that is the past Wendi. This one is determined to get to double digits. I will get to double digits!! You will hear the biggest yahooo when I do of course! So be listening out. I will tell you when I am close :-)

ooh and the last bit from me for tonight


I saw this on a site yesterday and it made me think of The Biggest Loser. yes let's ignore it is a show that has some unreal situations eg ability to train for 5+ hours a day blah blah blah BUT these people are in a situation where they have had the worst weigh ins ever for the show yet when you see them training there is no effort. I don't know why they whinge at the numbers when they have not done the hardwork. It would be like me in my situation saying oh well life is shit right now and I won't make the effort and put minimal hardwork in. I'll get exactly what I deserve at Monday's weigh in.

I want to be putting 100% effort in and sure I will have shit days but what I do with those shit days is what determines what I get back from my body.

ok a wee little rant from me but it is true. We are what we allow ourselves to become. I think I saw that somewhere to or a saying like it :-) lol I hate the person I was and I love the person I am becoming. A more confident, happier and healthier version of me.

Motivation.. with a wee little laugh

I was doing my thing on the treadmill at the gym today and was jogging at 7.5kmh and though ok up the tempo a wee bit Weno.. So get to 9 kmh and think shit this is fast... Then I remembered this motivational I saw yesterday and it made me laugh.. pushed me to get the 1.5mins out!


The something I stole... well I didn't really think of anything in particular. Just that I was running cause I stole something lol

Stress--- is not good for the soul

Andrew and I are having some major hurdles at the moment. I think the biggest one is financial.
I think we thought we could manage on the one wage until Eleanor went to school but it is just really draining us financially. We have some big decisions we are trying to make and let's be honest I AM STRESSED OUT AND WANT CHOCOLATE!!!! I seriously do. BUT I will not give in. I have been reading, drinking lots of water, tidying the house and just doing all sorts of things to keep my thoughts occupied. Well my hands anyway. I want to get to my goals too much to let this stress beat me.

Today I went to the gym and had an ok session. I say ok as I got there about 930 and got Lucille into creche. She is a grumpy bum and has mummy separation issues. I think that is why I am glad I sent Eleanor at 9 mths as she didn't have much of that. Anyway by the time I got into my session it was time to get Lucille as the creche time was up. I didn't fit in my leg stuff as people on the machines and just didn't want to stand around wasting the valuable time. So I did get a solid 10 mins of interval training on the tready instead in the end. Loved it though.

Get to creche and Lucille is asleep. She never does that. She had been asleep for 10ish mins and is terrible to transfer. So I decided let her sleep and I will go for a walk. Loretta who did my program was taking a group and doing a session on my route. I see the girls doing stair sprints and I am like yep that is what I am going to do. So when they walked off I hurled my arse up the steps. Started with single steps running up, then recovering on way down. 2 stairs at a time then recovery down. Sprinted up the stairs and recovery down. Oh god it felt great!!! Really loved it. Couldn't believe my fitness. Sure they killed but they were so much better than I have ever tackled. My legs got me up and down. I did about 15 mins of solid throwing myself into it. I only stopped due to Lucille screaming as she woke. Really loved it. Will be doing that again!!! I thought I could do some sessions on them in the arvo when Andrew is home.

ooh and my HRM worked perfectly. I think overall including my gym session I worked out for 1hr 28 mins and burnt 657 calories or something. I don't have the watch with me now.  But it was over 650 calories I know that much. A good session all up.

made stir fry for dinner. it was shit. The flavours were nice but the beef strips were so tough. I don't know if it is from using extra lean beef or that it was Aldi meat. Though I have used them before and not had any dramas so maybe I overcooked them or something as my mind elsewhere. Had a yummy chicken salad though. Ooh and breakfast was two poached eggs, 2 large mushrooms dry fried, baby spinach and rocket, short cut bacon strips and a slice of Helgas Rye. ( I really want to make my own Rye bread but reluctant to try it in my breadmaker in fear of failure and wasted ingredients. Will bite the bullet soon I think)

Monday, April 2, 2012

So pleased with my efforts..

ok sorry to not have been blogging much lately. I will surely rectify that and blog daily.

First thing to mention is my weight for weigh in Monday. I don't think I posted last weeks. 109.8 :-)
Ok so today's is 108.8! So bloody excited. Getting lower and lower. I am almost at my pre pregnancy weight with both girls. I returned to 107 after Eleanor but that was the lowest I got. Whilst breastfeeding Lucille I got to 103 but not in the double digits. So I am sure as shit going to get there.

I have set myself a challenge to be 99.9 by weigh in on 30/4/2012! Sure 8.8 is massive in 4 weeks but I can do it. If I can't I will accept 102.9 which is the lowest I've been in over 4 years!  Some people may think that is setting myself up for failure but it isn't. Only those who think they can fail will think that way and I am not a failure :-)

I am not going to do anything radical either. Just clean eating and exercise daily. 100%+ effort and if I don't get there by giving 100%+ then that is ok.

Something to mention is I think I am getting fitter cardio wise!!! So excited. Now if my HRM is working properly which 90% of the time it is. I think because my boobs are shrinking and my sports bra is getting old that it is interfering with my chest strap. Anyway I have been running heaps lately. Now in the past when I used to run my heart rate got up to 190+bpm!!!!!! ha ha I was almost dying I a sure. But now when I do the exact same thing. Running on treadmill at 8kmh for 1.5mins it gets up to 165-173bpm!! I have not managed to get it past the upper 173!! I've gone into the data history and it  has not for a few weeks. When did it change??? Ooh I can check that. I will tomorrow. So stoked!!! I can feel when I run that it is getting easier breathing wise. Aim to run a bit more consistently.. well for a longer period without stopping.

I am loving how my fitness is coming along but I need to change it a bit I think. Perhaps get my reassessment done asap to keep me interested. I am loving my home sessions though. Getting into the Creche is hard work.. not to mention expensive! Anyway see how I go.

Night all. xx